LOVE!

LOVE....To ME it is a CHOICE

Today, I woke up after having a dream about being in a forbidden relationship with a person who makes my heart flutter and my stomach have butterflies.   This person has the power to make my life great but complicated.  This relationship would be forbidden in so many ways especially in some of my personal circles, so for now I choose to keep it a mystery or inside myself.  Do I love this person, absolutely and I will continue to be their friend until the day I die, but I know for me the choice to make it a public relationship will not happen.

Everything I experience I believe is for a reason.  

Everything I go through I believe is for a reason.

Everything I endure is so I can help another person on his/her journey of life.

For the past year I have thought about this thing called LOVE and I believe with all my heart everyone has the ability to choose who he/she is going to LOVE. I do not think we are born one way or another way, but I do believe our family, environments, and communities create in us the walls, boundaries, layers, and obstacles each person faces when it comes to LOVE.

For me I choose to wait until I find the person I could spend the rest of my life with and I choose to love all people in a way that will show respect, honor, and give each person sacred worth. I just wonder what it takes for others to love.

On this day I am reminded of an amazing person in my life, who showed the greatest love story.  His name is Jesus Christ. Thousands of years ago he walked this Earth, and one day he decided to pay the greatest sacrifice by offering his own life. That day he was nailed to a poll and took his last breath.  Jesus did this for all people, and this event created a way for people to become whole and free from their mistakes. Jesus loved people so much he gave up his life - this was his choice.

What is your choice?  My Choice is to love people so much that I can love them back to life.  I also hope I can show an ounce of love like Jesus showed.

The great news is the choice is up to each person, so go out there and LOVE.  I do not mean for people to all others to walk all over them, but instead believe in your hear that their is love for you and in return you have the ability to love another person.

God Bless for know and keep on loving.

Remember I love you and so does Jesus Christ!

Another Diet --- WHAT?

Today, June 9th, 2019, I am starting a raw vegan diet for the next 7 days.  Actually, this diet is to break my addiction from sugar.  I told my mom about this change and she stated - why another diet - Jenn, you already had weight-loss surgery.  She had a good point.  The problem is my weight is not where I want it to be and after the surgery certain foods have made me sick.  My problem is no doctor can find out way I am having certain digestive issues that are making me feel miserable, so I decided after researching and evaluating other individuals maybe it is my diet.  I can say I am addicted to juicing and feel awesome when I am drinking raw juice. The problem I get back to is that sugar is still my weakness. That is way this journey of raw vegan diet is upon me.  I am excited. The problem I for see is diversifying my fruits and vegetables I eat, but I am willing to push through.

So here is to another amazing journey of dieting that might turn into a lifestyle shift..... For the next seven days I am going to document how I did and my feelings, so I can keep myself accountable to this challenge I am giving myself.  I also hope in the future this could/may help another person.  My hope is that my experience will help motivate someone else to do a shift or change in their life that will better them.  Lets begin.....Day 1